I swear sometimes I feel like the only gay guy
You can repress it and hope it goes away - I say this only because you 'could' do it, not because it's a good idea 2. I think you probably have to differentiate between gay as is stupid and boring, and gay as homosexual.
It's not something you need to be thinking about right now, because to start off with right now you wouldn't want it anyway and if nothing else even if you DID you wouldn't be having it any time soon. You're most likely not what he wants any ways.
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We are still very close, but because I value her friendship so much and was not raised to be a home wrecker, our relationship remains platonic. I tried to hide it to no avail and ended up coming out to family and everyone else when I was What if she rejected me again. Im in my late twenties and had only one opposite relationship before which was also just shortand never serious.